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Hello *****,

 I watched a video on Youtube, where, in which a relationship coach advises to talk about everything that bothers you or your partner, your fear and anxiety, etc. Also, there was a point about independance that worries some people, that your partner will take away all your freedom. It can be discussed with you partner. It helps to solve things and build trust. And it looks like that a good partner will understand you and you will understand him. It's a good idea to build trust.

 Look, I want to stand up for myself a little bit, because the outcome is that I lost a pen friend and perhaps you refused from a penfriend. Is this sacrifice necessary and sensible?...a "little victim" in this situation. I was such a little part of your free time, I mean when you wrote to me rarely, that no one could be jealous of it. That is a pity that Hana doesn't see me as "ok"... I'm guessing you could write to me for a long time and then you suddenly stopped. When probably in the beginning Hana was also "displeased". I suggest that you can talk to her some day about me and my good name. She will probably understand you, you could talk to her. 

 Look, I wish I could stand up for myself in this situation because I lost a pen friend and probably you also lost a penfriend. But I have no say there because I am already out.

 Ahoj, *****. I would like to stand up for myself in this situation we're in. Because I probably lost a penfriend and probably you lost a penfriend. I feel it isn't ok. Ahoj, *****,

I would like to stand up for myself in this situation we're in. Because I probably lost a penfriend and you probably lost a penfriend. I feel it isn't ok. I wonder if you are ok with it. Anyway, be happy. I'm sorry for disturbing you.
Bye

 All communication and attention is probably banned.